Jason Kapono

I am not a big NBA fan, but I caught bits and pieces of today's game and notice #24 of the Heats and thought he was cute. Then I realize it was Jason Kapono, I always thought he was hot every since he was in college, but didn't know what team he was drafted too. But now he is even hotter than he was in college.

Aunt

I am really close with my aunt, she is like a second mother to me. Today we were talking and the subject of gay people came up. I get nervous to talk about that subject with family members. But what she said REALLY made me happy. She believes that a person is born gay and it is not a decision.

I am EXTREMELY happy to hear this because maybe one day, if I ever come out, I at least know that my aunt will hopefully be ok and understand it.

American Idol

I am watching AI right now and I notice that there are 3 very HOT/CUTE guys that I can't get out of my mind. And they are:

Nick Pedro


Blake Lewis


Chris Richardson


I find these guys soo HOT, even though they don't look to great in these pics, but when you watch they show they look goooood.

Condoms

Today, while at the gas station a saw a guy by condoms. And the first thing that came to my mind was "Man some one's gonna get laid tonite". Then I looked at the guy who was getting them and he was cute. Which, is when I thought damn who's the lucky chick that he's gonna do tonite.

What is it with me and catching hot guys buy condoms. A few months ago I was at a 7-11 near campus and saw a very hot frat looking guy buying some magnum condoms, and you know what that means he must be packing. Damn that lucky ass chick that he did.

I don't know what it is, but when I catch a guy buying condoms, it turns me on sooo much and it doesn't help that the guys are hot.

Beautiful Day

It's a great day here in Cali, the weather is in the mid 70's. To bad I am stuck at work, but its still nice to look out the window and see clear skies with a slight breeze.

Oh yeah and its Hallmark(valentines) Day.

Going Out

So its Friday nite and I want to go to a gay bar, since I've never been to one I want to see what its like. But the thing is I don't have the balls to go and no one to go with. Cause even if I had the balls to go I wouldn't want to go alone.

Thats the thing about me, one would think that I wouldn't mine do things alone since I am an only child. And that is true for the most part, but there are things that I would not one to do alone and going to gay bars is one of those things. I love doing things alone, but I never want to be seen alone, if that makes any sense.