Thursday, June 26, 2008


My flight is book and ready to go, I am heading to NYC in the end of July. I'm really excited only been there once, for like a day while I was in high school, so that does not really count.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Eventful Saturday

Yesterday was rather eventful. I went to work a little earlier than normal, because I wanted to bake some cheesecakes for one of my closes friends’ housewarming, she just bought a house. It has been EXTREMELY hot here the past few days, so her party didn’t start till late afternoon, but it was still hot. Anyways when I got there put the cheesecakes in the fridge, did my rounds of saying hi to everyone, her and her husbands family. I was chatting with our other close friend in front of the house, we were just catching up on things, she currently has guy problems. And at one point she asked “So what’s new with you, dating anyone?” Of course I gave my usual answer but then thought to myself this is the PERFECT moment to come out to her, because it was just her and I. We continued chatting for a while longer and the whole time I kept on saying to myself this would be the perfect time I should do now, but of course I couldn’t find my balls and didn’t. Oh well next time for SURE, I hope…haha.

We hung out till 11 or so, before I headed home. As soon as I got home JR called me up and ask if I wanted to go WeHo, and since it was warm/hot out still (90 degrees) and I didn’t feel like staying in I headed out. I didn’t know what was up but there were SOOO many people at the Abbey and a lot of them were HOT guys. We hung out there for while talked to some Austrian guys and a pretty hot chick but then decided to go next door to a club/bar called Here and that is where it happened. One of JR friend was there so we were circling around the place looking for him and then I ran into a good friend from college, a girl. A group of us had taken a class in Europe together. So we were pretty close and I am pretty sure she had no idea until she saw me last night. Initially I didn’t want her to see me, but then I told JR and he asked who and I said fuck it, so I went up to say hi and she seemed very excited to see me. So she, JR and I made plans to go out sometime next week, and she was going to invite another friend of ours, girl also, it should be fun, I’m excited.

So yesterday I was VERY close to coming out to one of my closes friend, but I did come out to a good college friend, I think I’m making progress, slowly but surely….lol.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Thought about it

Last Saturday I had a wedding to go too. And that morning I was talking with my mom, she was asking what time was the wedding, what time I was leaving etc. Then she asked what time I was going to start getting ready because I have to shave (I had a very light 5 o'clock shadow that I thought looked pretty good...haha), shower and what not. I said I wasn't going to shave, she was surprise and said "how are you going to get a girlfriend with that hair". At that point I was SOOOO tempted to say it doesn't matter because I don't want a girlfriend. But of course I didn't say anything, just laughed it off and walk away. I think that would have been a good moment to tell her or at least hinted at something, but oh well.

My 5 o'clock shadow sorta looked like this: