Weddings

Yesterday, I was watching a morning talk show, I forgot which one, but they were doing a show about a couple getting married. The show as been helping the couple for the last 8 weeks gather everything they need for the wedding and on yesterday’s show was the wedding ceremony. I was preparing to go to the airport to pick up my aunt and uncle; they are coming back from my cousin-in-law wedding. As I was driving I started thinking about the whole wedding ordeal and I started to get depress. And it is not because I won’t get to experience the whole wedding thing, but it is because my parents will never be able to see their only son have that experience.

Then when I got out of work, got home to find everyone watching a video of the wedding that my uncle took, I watched it for a bit then it started getting a little awkward for me because I started thinking that I am never going to have that experience and nor will my parents. And what makes it worst is that my cousin is only two years older than I am.